Marah's Diet

"God, I'm so tired of being overweight. I know... You naturally thin people are shouting, "Then STOP eating you cow!!!". Yah, if only it were that easy. It is like a drug. A drug you have to ingest everyday. Food is a friend, comfort, pleasure and fills a void. Now I'm a very intelligent woman. I can tell you the caloric count and fat content for most foods. I know there is something missing in my life or else I wouldn't keep doing this. I know it's killing me. I am the Queen of self analyses. Believe me, I get it. And yet I struggle... Food is the first thing I think about when I get up and the last thing I think about before bed most days. It's the yard stick I've always used to measure my self worth. I've been good today because I didn't over eat = I'm a worthy person. I know...get a life. LOL"

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